i know you wish...

• u would not want to see my face again
• i was gone somewhere further away
• i could perish infront of you.
• you could spit at me.
• you could slap me and piss me off.
• u could hate me so much.

i sincerely apologise for all these.but well,i was hurt too.
till now,i owe u alot but hesitation.....i dare not speak up
becos i dun wann any more hurt or pain caused
to anyone.im sorry people.

had my social studies prelims today.
it was not that bad after all.im just pretty scared
for my geog as i fail to understand that subject
most of the time.there were alot of times i needed serious
help from loved ones but i just spoilt my opprtunities cos
i was rather a nuisance to them.i have to agree to the fact
that singapore is gettin colder day by day.i preferred ur warmthness
always becos i felt that there's no other place i'd rather
be but here in ur arms.i still rmber those times when you really
cared so much for me,more like my own mother.the way ur jacket enlightened my
day.the way you never failed to bring those on cold days.thanks alot.i miss them alot.

after normal lessons,was shocked to hear that i had to sit for
tamil prelim paper which made me gave a DEEP SIGH! my gawd..
why today? i managed to sit there for almost 2 or 3 solid hours to complete them.
and seriously,i was shivering in coldness.thank goodness,for a caring soul to switch
off the fan after sometime.thnaks but i really was feeling COLD.i have a very sensitive skin
and i cant tke coldness.i would develop goosebumps very easily.left skul after tamil paper n
went home to get rest.saw lil cuz bro slpin on my bed and since i din wanna
wake him up i slept on the floor instead.woke up n went for studies.after which
i'm actually plannin to watch a chinese comedy movie now.i really pray
this O'lvls could end soon.my eyes are really pain.it hurts to seee my bro on crutches.
i realli pray u would get well soon..gtg n help bro with
his medicines..all the best 4 ur prelims ppl.shine always.
im sorry:( sorry.pictures later.

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i wan to be....