Sunday, September 30, 2007
heyyheyy wait..
this realli pissed me.
oh wells..uve gt guts enough to brag
abt unecessary things to others abt me but
dun have it to tok everything infront of me??
if uve been having that kinda thinking,then let me
tell you, u will be wrong in all ur judgements and of
course u cant trust anyone.u give me a chance???
y would i even wann it?? u tink ive been yearning fer it?
ive discarded every single thing between us LONG LONG AGO.
its still YOUUU. don't u even realise that u are the
one putting so many boundaries arnd a person that not even
other frens could cme near her? kip ur chances to urself
becos i wont be expecting them too..ive made that decision long back but
u r the only one still being petty abt it.fer heaven's sake she is my fren
too.errr..how weird can frenships go???ive never interefered in all this
kayy..uve to realise that ive been realli controllin myself
patiently ABOUT YOU! its just too many fer me to collate that can make
me ferget u very fast.rmber u may have done alot,but it just cant be
tken into a.c right now cos ive vent my angers alredi and there's no
turning back unlike fer other frenships which i still TREASURE but
it just nids time.if u had so much in heart, wouldn it be better sayin it
to me directly?? seriously i went on own path even w/o botherin abt u.
in a way,i felt that it was better this way but it seems ur just creatin
too much out of it all on ur own.well to me,ive gt no regrets.this is MY LIFE.
never hav i wanted to teat u apart from her! i aint got that kinda charatcer 4 UR INFO!
ahh..ferget it.till now,i dun hate u but u just dun seem to be the one.
its just LIKE THAT.
its SUNDAY and..yeap studies n studies..
ss in progress..tired n realli tired.
i culdn care less abt nethin right now,
cos its just my studies which matter more.
now i miss u more,love.
strengthen my heart with ur s pls?
4:29 PM