Sunday, August 19, 2007

my brother.always the one i TREASURE.

you will be my happiness.u will stay in my heart.
love u bro!get well soon!

netball training was SPLENDID today.
though stress was a BIG factor in my life,
these kind of small stuffs in life makes it
less painful after all.spent the rest of the day
with my entire family,cuzzies and relatives in
grandma's hse.yet another family gathering.
the most exciting part was THE EDUCATIONAL
CHAT i had with my beloved cuzzies.they
are real cool ppl,no wonder all entered JCs.They
really gave me the strength to stay focused n
shove up my A1s..nans was really into talking
about her O's n there came her BIG SECRET.

Vani: nans,how u managed to pass ur MATHS luh?

Nans: oh that's a short story.its simple. i did not
finish 3/4 of both papers and i got a C5.and i was
all prepared like an A1 student but did not even touch the
maths gadgets such as curve rulers or protractors. HAHA!

Vani: now i know wad made u become a tamil teacher.
your passion for appreciating students who doesnt want
to learn maths but instead pay attention to ur tamil lessons.
wad a pity!

cuz bro offered yummy chocs with various alcohols in each.
that was an expensive package though.the chocs took the shape of
a wine bottle but the coatin outside was choc n inside was the ALCOHOL!
i drank RUM! nans took remy martin nad others by other cuzs.haha!
MUM joined me.ssshhh! that was just a choc.RUM tasted YUCKY but the
choc was REAL NICE.thanks cuz! i love yall lots.
after which,VIMs helped me with my studies n all of us were
engaged in studies.had fun studying with them.every1 was
seriously good at one subject so it was easier for in a way to
ask anything that ive a doubt in.the "NUTELLA" chocolate tinky
was the best part.we all were FOODIES! and we all fought for nutella.
hahas! such a wonderful choco family! nans licked the entired casing
inside out!! such a pathetic kid deprived of hunger.LOVE was a topic
all cuzzies discussed about after that.we came up with all the LAME
loVE stories ever.and my brother with his crutches talkin abt love was
such a pitiful case.he is always someone i really treasure.i'll always be there
for you no matter what ANNA! ive been helpin him alot really,lately.
it hurts to see him with crutches but it justs portrays his hardwork,effort,
time,skills,respect,commitment that he has put in soccer.i SALUTE him!
he is definitely my role model.

and yes,i miss you,i really do.pain is still heart.can i be urs again?:'(
this goes fer u now.who is staying away from who??? when i tried to
always stay beside u even after everyting,who neglected me still??
when i wanted to still stay close to u,after sometime,you just moved away
from me.how much can u expect from me when u were the ONE who did
everything.ive been called and insulted of alot becos of wad u did to me.
like i said,its always the ghurls to be blamed n how i wish u were
there to see what i exactly went through.U owe me big time.stay as happy
as you are.your smiles are always the one i pray for.the ONLY soul here
always loves n thinks of u everyday.rmber tt,no matta wad u do to me,
hw much u hurt me,how much u hate me,I WILL BE THE ONLY ONE STANDING BY U
NO MATTER WHAT.it was my oath to u.rmber?though u din
keep up with ur oath which was like "i would onli leave u wen u do not need
me anymore." hmms even when i nid u so much now,U AINT THERE. u r not there.

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